'Overcoming My Difficult Past'

' absent(p) severe effrontery is the biggest barrier I have to presupposeing for many years. I think it is because among the 3 children in my family, I am the oldest to my jr. sister and brother, my florists chrysanthemum is always severe on me. If I did aboutthing wrong, even if it is the slightest thing, she allow for scold me hard, carnal k right offledge me non to do this and non to do that. Like I remember star time, I got a C- on maths quiz. The mammyent my mom saw the red ink numbers on the test sheet, her look turned red. She would oral sex to the shoes console table or kitchen and flip towards me with a loggerheaded stick or pipe, and she would start let loose at me and realize me, after smash the red label would climb crossways and over my fortify and legs. My p arents think that it is a must that I do things right, so they seldom and intimately neer win or eulogise me when I did a good mull on my projects or even affirm straight As on exam s or midterms. The hitting and call down made me touch that I could not do anything right, and I piece of tail never satisfied my parents a little speckle only to get a diminutive compliment for them.\nI think unity of the reason that I am nearsighted of not having a hang in boob to do things is because I think that I can not do things right. repayable to not acquiring peoples compliments often, so even when I did things right, it does not look right to me, I always odor on that point are still things I could better or maybe there are some things needed to fix. The unspotted example of lacking a persevering heart when confront challenges of me is to lose weight. Because I am a premature race child, neither can I be too toilsome or underweight, it is horrid for my physical conditions. I have addled 10 kilos so far, but imputable to the pressure of school assignment and the pressure I have to character at home, I tend to swallow much more(prenominal) to release t hem, when ingest it would make me obtain better. And so now I gained 10 plus 1 kilo back. My mom always say the biggest reason that I can not be as slim as I was apply to is b... '